You know those people who hate rain? Those people who think that it's yucky and ruins all your fun? I'm not one of those. I love rain. I find it very relaxing, especially on a day when I have no plans but to do some school work, read a good book (thankfully part of my school work), and listen to good music. Windows open, cool breeze coming through... Yes. So very nice. However, as relaxing as today has been, I have found myself very stressed. When did I grow up and why do I have to make so many decisions? Not just minor decisions like white or wheat bread, big ones. For instance, moving home. Ugh. Back home? Am I really going to be apart of the group they call the "boomerrang children?" I never wanted that. Of course, there have been a lot of things I never wanted, but there is God's reason for everything. So many unanswered questions, I feel like I'm walking off a plank into the ocean of uncertainty.
Ok, let's refocus here... The only thing certain in this world is God's love for His children. Be transformed in the renewal of your mind... Take every thought captive to obey Christ... I do not want to be another complainer. Nor do I want to worry. These things aren't from above. The important thing to remember here is to walk daily with Him. Side by side, step by step. Keep your eyes focused on the kingdom, the rest will follow. Sometimes it's easier to said than done, I know.
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